okay so today my "friend" who is on crutches has this thing hgoin on because people ssay that she is fakin and dat she switched legs well to all of you involved in this I DONT GIVE A RATS FURRY BEHIND anywhoo i really don care if she is faking her personal status does not concern me the only reason i'm blogging about thhis is the fact that i am stuck in the middle and now to those who want me to choose I DONT HAVE A SIDE I DONT CARE I HAVE MY OWN PHYSICAL, MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS TO DEAAL WIT LET A JOE AND ALL THE WORK AND TIME HE REQUIRES AND DONT METION WORK THEN THERES SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK AND SOL'S MY LIFE CAN NOT GO ANY WORSE THEN MY BOYFRIEND IS BEING A MAJOR DOUCHE PEOPLE KEEP INVITING ME TOO PARTIES AND I HATE TO DISSAPOINT
LOOK AT THIS
SCHOOL+DRAMA+JOE+MY BF+SOL+ WORK-TIME-ENERGY= STRESS AND PERGINING AGAIN

Okay so today me and my boyfriend got to the same fight as the one we had tso months ago

Backgound on us
me and him have been goin out for almost 2 years we are one of those on again off again couples
we have the same fight about how i dont love him enough  and how if i loved him enough i would show it and a whole bunch of bull i don care to go into detail
thats what i get for goin out with a guy that is two years older than me

so tonights fight was about how he is so sure we are gonna get married someday so why am i so rigid about my vcard all i have to say is its mine and he cant have it then he starts talking about how my best friend who is dating his best friend did and i tell him shes a year older than me and he says your point is and i say my point is that if i wanted to it wouldn't do it with you then he says so you would cheat and i say no i would wait till i am free of your irritating ass then he asks me why i am cursing and i say cause you fuckin pissing me off and he says i if i piss me off so much why are you still talking to me i say i really don kno and he said that if i feel that way we should break up and i say fine then i hang up
he will call me in like two or three days he'll apologize and we'll get back together and then in two or three months he will start bein a perverted fuck and we'll break up again i really hate him but for some reason i cant let him go do i have the first lovebug \
what do you think i have it?  (btw i am 14 and he is 16 [now you see my dilemma] don forget  to read my stories)

Well today i hung out with my sister and saw ALICE IN WONDERLAND IN IMAX 3D it was AWESOME anyway we went and got some tacos then i hung out at my best friend since ever's house and we we made videos and laughed and danced and had a killer time tomorrow i am supposed to spend the day with my bf's sister so he can treat his mom on er birthday on a more personal note i am on the hunt to get my tragus, nose, tongue, ears, and belly button pierced and even a tattoo but my mom keeps saying no so i keep trying to convince her but anyway i am dreading telling my mom i am not wearing a dress to my moms best friend's daughters graduation and she got mad and said 'shes graduating college you neverwear dresses unless its mt birthday or easter just this once but she compromised so i have a lacydress with red and black all over instead of pink YAY night night